My Meditation

“I walk in stride with people much taller than me and partly it's the boots but mostly it's my chi. And I'm becoming transfixed with nature and my part in it, which I believe just signifies... I'm finally waking up.
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So I walk like I'm on a mission cuz that's the way I groove. I got more and more to do. I got less and less to prove. It took me too long to realize that I don't take good pictures ,cuz I have the kind of beauty that moves.
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and I am trying to evolve, I'm just trying to evolve” Ani Difranco

Sometimes it just feels like others capture the feeling a little better than I ever could.

Things have kind of been like a dream, well maybe more like a movie. But I’m feeling different…just rejuvenated I guess. It hasn’t been any one event, but maybe a series of choices. I don’t want to stick to any one’s prescribed life plan. I’m a free spirit, mock it, call it cliché, say whatever you’d like and go fuck your self. Unless of course…you’re in for the ride…in which case, buy yourself a ticket. I refuse to live my life for other people. That means letting go of the past. For the first time, really that I can remember, I’m not motivated by others. My dreams are mine and they aren’t wrapped up in anyone else’s.

My priorities aren’t to graduate on time, work as many hours as I can, or…to be in control.

I’m just going to go as many places as I can, soak up all the music my ears can take, dance as much as my body will allow, love as much as my heart can tolerate, and sit back and let the winds blow some amazing people into my life.